过山车。

现在就好像再坐过山车一样。一下子很兴奋，一下子很低落。

到底想怎样嘛。

快毕业了，可是却担心毕不了业。常常给自己信心，可是又常常觉得很压力。

最近花钱花得太猛了，好像很对不起爸爸妈妈。哈哈。

我也很难告诉你此刻的心情。现在身在星巴克享受星期日下午的美好时光。一个人在某个角落安静的上网看书，使不错的享受。天啊！我什么时候爱上了独来独往的嗜好。是真的，我爱上了一个人的生活。

有人问我，为什么一个人去血拼。我说：没什么，就是爱一个人。不是我生性孤僻，就是喜欢做某些事情时一个人的，自由自在。（我有参朋友的咧。）

是因为压力而变得孤僻吗？我也不知道。

年终的抒发。

五味杂陈。

年尾了，看来我只剩下最后一个学期了。是兴奋呢？还是紧张？

是紧张吧，我得加油了！

这几个月月到的事情好多好多，让我好不难过。没有很伤心，只是偶尔让人心痛。只怪自己和好人没有缘分吧。哈哈。很多人就是这样，表里不一，说一套做一套。又有些人自以为是，以为自己对完，别人做的都是错的。有些人就只会来搅和。很多很多，写成十本书也写不完。

但是，还是有些人至少在别人需要帮忙和安慰是会伸出援手，至少，让我觉得我并不是那么孤单。

都最后一年了，我只希望可以好好渡过剩下的日子，和朋友们一起奋斗加油，一起毕业。其他的，我都不想了。你们要怎样就怎样，要伤害人就伤害人，随你们去吧。不要来打扰我。

Stressful Life

Feeling sick with this hectic and stressful dental student final year life. I hope it will end soon, I hope.

It's good that it almost comes to the end. However, it's not that good though.
Fulfilling requirements are the things we do everyday. Stressed, if we cannot complete what we want to do.

It's so stressful.

我要控制自己。

心情很差。

不应该为那样的事情而让自己烦上一整天。是自己笨，控制不了自己。

还有，最怕的事情恐怕又发生了。不懂他在想什么。只是觉得害怕。那是一种伤害，没有人会明白。只有自己知自己事。是真的很伤人。

觉得自己总是在做无谓的事情。想掩饰，却掩饰不了。自己的缺点往往都被曝露。结果就好像傻子一样，默默地承受别人的讽刺和嘲笑。

为什么人家可以，而我不可以？这只有我懂，没有人会了解。真的很累了。很想改变，却又改变不了。说得轻松，做起来却是难上加难。

很累啊。不再想要这样的生活。我活在这世上不只是为了这样的事。要活得精彩，活出自我。琐碎的事，我不想让它来烦扰着我。我要控制自己的脑袋。

希望可以做得到。

YOU-L.I.A.R.!

YOU! It's YOU!

Stupid LIAR, do you know that you've hurt me very much? Remember what have you said? You said you will love me forever. But in the end you stopped loving me.

L.I.A.R!

Now you have another one, I'm not important for you anymore. I don't hope to see you everyday, but I have to. I have no choice.

And please don't show that face to me, I HATE IT! I really hate it. Don't pretend like you're so innocent, as if I'm the one who was doing the wrong things. I assume you already have something before it.

LIAR.

Never

He's never to be considerate, since the beginning until now.
He never understand my feeling, never.

He's so cruel to me.
He never try to save, never. He just left.
He's so damn fucking stupid. Yeah, he's stupid. You won't know how stupid he is.
He's so stubborn, and he never try to improve himself.

And I will not keep him in my heart anymore. NEVER.

I HATE HIM

I HATE HIM!

I HATE HIM!

HATE HIM HATE HIM HATE HIM!